Sarah and Yanni

Today started out not good. One of the little boys I babysit decided to pretty much not listen to anything I said and ended up knocking over a can of paint in Dylan's room. On the carpet. Not cool. Soooo MAD!!! Then he was mad about being in timeout for a while and the went on to take it out on his brother and bit him twice. More timeout. Then he didn't take a nap. Not cool. Lacey was crying all over the place cuz she doesn't feel good so I put her back in bed this morning. So by lunch I was totally done!!!! But the house was not! Well I should say half of the house was clean. So I put on one of my favorite cds, Yanni-in my time. It almost all piano music and just completely beautiful. It helped me calm down right away. This cd also reminds me of my sister. When I first heard it we were getting ready to leave Japan. We had had separate rooms for a couple years but when we got ready to move we were back in the same room together. I loved it! We had been through some rough times and were still able to keep our close relationship. That time wasn't the happiest for my sister but because we were able to spend so much time together it felt to me that I had my sister back. I love her so much! So anyway this music always makes me think of staying up late talking and laughing and I can even smell the base furniture we had because ours was packed up. I know that sounds kinda weird but it is all very comforting and makes me smile. Love you Sarah!